“You want your purveyors of Truth to look and act special. You want them different and separate and powerful. You prefer to imagine them cloaked in light than sitting on the toilet. You like them passionless, sexless, mellow, gentle and kind. You like the idea of miracles and will invent them when necessary. Your strategy is to keep them out there far away from you exotic and mysterious. You revel in the myth of the Enlightened individual hoping to someday be so empowered. Wh...at you can't tolerate is for them to appear as ordinary as you. Ram Tzu knows this…
You have tasted ecstasy drunk deeply of its nectar. So you embrace it or reject it. What does it matter? Addict or ascetic you are caught in the web of your own ego. The harder you struggle the more surely you call the spider. Ram Tzu knows this. . .
The fear never leaves you. It is part of you as tied to your center as your breath. Touch it, stroke it get to know it well. As long as you are, it will be with you. You scream, you shout, you rage, you want quit of it. You push it away with all your strength. But hear this… It thrives on all the exercise you give it. It gets stronger when you give it something to push up against. Left alone it will wither and die. But you know you can not leave it alone. You must always fight the fear. It is your nature to always fight. Yet sometimes there is Grace . . .
You disappear into it and there is no longer a battle. The warrior is gone. Ram Tzu knows this. . .
The more you pursue it the further away it goes the harder you struggle the deeper you sink. Only a drunk can truly be sober. Only a whore can truly be chaste. Life is no place for idle speculation. No one has ever learned from the mistakes of others. A lie cloaked in truth is still a lie. If it makes sense to you you're in real trouble. You always look for God in high places. . .
Guess again. Ram Tzu is not your friend, if you find him, kill him…”
~ No Way: For the Spiritually "Advanced" by Wayne Liquorman aka Ram Tzu
Photos ~ Wayne Liquorman & Ramesh Balsekar, No Way: For the Spiritually "Advanced",
Wayne Liquorman aka Ram Tzu
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